I`m Lost

I’m breathing through a tube
I’m lost in all this dark
I wanna go home

But I’m not sure

Where that is anymore

I’m being pushed this way and that

Nothing is still

Nothing is silent

I feel like I’m being

Squished

Squeezed

Torn

To fit into a mold

Not made for me

I open my mouth

To scream

To beg for it all to stop

But my mouth

Doesn’t move

Sometimes I feel

Like I’m a puppet

But sometimes

I feel like I’m a rebel

I’m lost

And I just wanna

Be found