Never Me

Competition sucks
I love it,
But not when I can’t compete
I want all other beings to go away
Maybe then I can talk to you,
One on one,
Alone.
But people will always get in the way
You will always like them more
You will never choose me
At least not over them
Especially her.
Why can’t you see just how much this is hurting me?
How much I long to simply talk to you?
I love you
And that’s what’s killing me
I have to stop,
Stop loving you
I have to move on
There will always be competition...
And you will never pick me