LOSING CONTROL

I wonder what went wrong
And where this wonderful feeling has gone
Maybe I’m losing my mind
I feel like I’ve become someone else

My life isn’t the same
It turned out to being a horror
And nobody finds me here
Is there a possibility
To end this crazy trip?

Will I ever be fine again?
My state of mind isn’t all right
I’m afraid of every day
Sanity’s disintegrating

It’s fucking scaring
My mind seems to explode
I don’t know
What’s happening to me

Isn’t there anyone
That can help me out?
I’m trying to hold on somehow
But still there is no change at all

How much longer will I fall?
I need to meet the end
So I keep telling myself
That things will
Fall into place someday

Will I ever be fine again?
My state of mind isn’t all right
Sanity’s disintegrating
It’s fucking scaring

I’m afraid of every day
My mind seems to explode
And I still don’t know
What’s happened to me.