TORTURED HEART

I wish I didn’t care
About the things they said
Nobody liked me
And now I think it was all my fault

I don’t wanna be that insignificant forever
If only I could give something
That would make it worth living
Will I be forgotten?

Will there be a person that recalls my name
If I’m no longer there?
No one knows I’m not the same
Everything has changed

I wonder what will happen before the end
This is another hopeless night
Lost dreams torturing my heart
And I feel broken inside

Will anyone see me lying here?
I don’t want to spend my whole life daydreaming
And waste all my time
I’m killed by my fears’ point of view

All that’s left of my plans
Is one single tear
Coming to life again
Like an unwelcome memory

Will there be a person recalling my name
If I’m no longer there?
No one knows I’m not the same
Everything has changed

I wonder what will happen before the end
This is another hopeless night
Lost dreams torturing my heart
I feel broken inside

Nothing that I do
Is important to anyone
Why can’t I just have some fun?
I guess I’m taking it all too serious

But these heavy feelings won’t leave
They say hello every day
My heart gets cold
And unmovable like a stone

Will there be a person recalling my name
If I’m no longer there?
No one knows I’m not the same
Everything has changed

I wonder what will happen before the end
This is another hopeless night
Lost dreams torturing my heart
I feel broken inside

Why the hell can’t I get up for once?
There’s a black hole inside of me
And I can’t find anything to fill the void with
I don’t receive anything

No one ever held me tight
If only someone had listened
My fate would never have faded to black
But my whispers still remain unheard

Will there be a person recalling my name
If I’m no longer there?
No one knows I’m not the same
Everything has changed

I wonder what will happen before the end
This is another hopeless night
Lost dreams torturing my heart
I just feel broken inside

I guess the weather is never good enough
Because I always stay inside
I even lost my pride
And I feel so damn alone

Will there be a person recalling my name
If I’m no longer there?
No one knows I’m not the same
Everything has changed

I wonder what will happen before the end
This is another hopeless night
Lost dreams torturing my heart
I just feel broken inside.