I don't know

You're probably wondering why
I've been wasting all my time
With all those other girls
When you've right in front of my eyes

Because I don't know myself
Very fucking well
I'm figuring it out
Figuring out of this hell

I don't know
What to do
With my life
With or without you
I lost all
Self respect
For myself
For not loving you

I can't remember
The last time I called you beautiful
When you really deserved it
And my words were spoken bold

You should hear that every day
Coming from my mouth
You've been my beauty from the start
Why are we going south?

I don't know
What to do
With my life
With or without you
I lost all
Self respect
For myself
For not loving you