Why?

My head lays on my pillow
I'm alone
I'm in my room it is dark and damp.
if I could only see your face,
though I know that I really can't
But .....
All i can do is think about you.
why did you have to go?
Can't you tell i need you now?
Can't you tell i miss you?
Do you even miss me?
Why did you lie ?
why did you say you would be there for me? and you wasnt
why did you say you'd always care? and you dont
you said you would never leave me... which you did
you say alot of things.
But you still havent answered my question.
Why did you even leave me?
What happen to together forever?

It seems the clock ticks slowly,
and yet our love went by so fast.
Just where did I go wrong in this relationship for our,
love not last?

I'm sitting here waiting for answers
I'm waiting for you to return
are you returning soon?

All i can do is dream about what use to be.
I like to think that our relationship wasnt make-believe.
Please tell me you truly loved me....
I guess not , still no answer
I need you like a heart needs a beat, but i guess thats nothing new.
I loved you with a fire red, and now its turing blue.

Were you just playing with my head
Did you even really love me?
Still no answer...
I wish love wasnt so blind , as i seem to be.

Whats taking so long?
Where are you now?
Can you please hurry up and tell me you love me?
I guess not ..
I guess love doesn't live in your heart
where i thought i was.