Harder
Is there anything harder than this?
If you say yes,
It's difficult to believe.
It changed everything.
Changed me.
Changed everyone who knows.
Somehow I'm the one consoling.
When I should be the one to greive.
Selfless and selfish both inside of me.
They tried to wake me up
From this constant night I was pushed into.
But the sun never comes.
I can't climb out.
Wont let anyone in.
Can't shut away my thoughts.
My mind holds on to that memory.
It's all I see now,
The secret.
But I can't tell.
Who would I
If I could?
And I don't cry
I wont break down
I will be strong
I beg that things will change.
Maybe that face will mean nothing one day.
If I were so lucky.
They say I've changed,
No kidding.
What else is there to expect?
So tell me,
Is there something... anything
Harder than this?
If you say yes,
It's difficult to believe.
It changed everything.
Changed me.
Changed everyone who knows.
Somehow I'm the one consoling.
When I should be the one to greive.
Selfless and selfish both inside of me.
They tried to wake me up
From this constant night I was pushed into.
But the sun never comes.
I can't climb out.
Wont let anyone in.
Can't shut away my thoughts.
My mind holds on to that memory.
It's all I see now,
The secret.
But I can't tell.
Who would I
If I could?
And I don't cry
I wont break down
I will be strong
I beg that things will change.
Maybe that face will mean nothing one day.
If I were so lucky.
They say I've changed,
No kidding.
What else is there to expect?
So tell me,
Is there something... anything
Harder than this?