Next Level of Relationship

When I woke up I realize how tedious and mediocre life was
and I was too mild to let my apprehension and perplexity penetrates my mind and resounds perpetually
It creates one determination and resolution then turn into one yearning, to meet you since I love you
and crave to embrace you as we go on together

we've been dating for 5 months yet our insecure relationship is so dull and vague,
we haven't do anything yet
then I thought to myself, how about we 'take the elevator and go to the next floor?'
I'll promise it'll be fun, okay?

In this vacant room being concealed by darkness I only heard your silent breath,
I'm biting this white,fair 'peach' that's very smooth,soft,exquisite and tempting
Its like riding a train that's about to go in a cave in high speed
Its so intriguing that I cant cease myself,
this is what I yearn,
this is the sensation,
so many 'fun things' we can do like this , ahh !
But the odd part is she wont stop shouting,protest,pushing me away and say ,
'its painful'
'its too 'bitter'
'i cant hold anymore'
and started to weep as if she was about to take a trip to heaven
But what I don't understand is that I didn't even tell her sad stories or try to harm her with any sharp things
I don't care anymore, just let me jump in there!

I want to love you more,
I want to lust for you more,
I want to hold you more,
I don't care about anything else!
Are you 'gaining weight' , my dear?
I guess I have to forbid you from eating sweet things anymore
Since you vomit a lot, I guess you're having gastric?
I don't want to miss you anymore!

after several months pass, I encounter with you since I yearned for it to occur,
You look gloomy and agonizing since you had a dispute with your parents just now about something,
You said your 'maiden' name is now lost and it's my doing
Its like a computer system being 'violated by a lot of virus' and I was the one sabotaged it
And guess what, she put the blame on me and said the 'viruses' all came from me, it was unforgivable for her
because of it her most important and precious 'data' that shouldn't be touch by anyone ,was violated and now gone forever
she keeps on telling me for 3 months her period haven't come
why are you telling me ? its a girl thing
Maybe its kind of disease?
go ask the doctor not me who doesn't know anything!
she wont stop showing this 'device' that shows a red line on it
why are you showing it?
Its girls stuff!
Just off it and the line will go away
but she continue to scowl at me and insult, 'You're definitely stupid, ahh!'
She told me that we, 'two apples' living in a 'bowl'
there will be another,
'small cute apple'
on the way,
to be with us,
and stay forever,
its scary just by thinking about it!
I told her just 'throw' it away,
but she said it'll bring her pain and crimson droplets will flow out incessantly
I don't care anymore, just let me jump in there!

I want to love you more,
I want to lust for you more,
I want to hold you more,
I don't care about anything else!
Are you 'gaining weight' , my dear?
I guess I have to forbid you from eating sweet things anymore
Since you vomit a lot, I guess you're having gastric?
I don't want to miss you anymore!

Several months I haven't meet her,
Oh I miss her so much,
I wonder how's she doing with her diet
I cant restraint this urge anymore!
That unfortunate day I encounter with her,
She looks normal back to her old self
She said she 'threw' the 'apple' away
I don't want to miss you anymore!

by : Allen_Walker
P.S: Don't get lyrics ? well, grow up and you'll understand >:D