I Feel...

Right now I feel
Sick
On the inside
On the outside
Everywhere

Right now I feel
Weary
Eyes drooping
Stifling yawns
Nearly collapsing

Right now I feel
Lonely
As I always do
When I'm not
With you

Right now I feel
Torn
Between so many things
It's so hard to
Make decisions

Right now I feel
Angry
At myself for feeling
At everything else
For so many reasons

Right now I feel
Unanswered
My questions, so many
But they are all
Ignored

Right now I feel
Small
Tucked away in a corner
No one can see me
Unnoticeable

Right now I feel
Ungrateful
My life is apparently
So wonderful
Why do I feel this way?

Right now I feel
Terrified
Of so many things
Many of them stupid
But I have reasons

Right now I feel
Exposed
My pain is seeping through
All my walls
They're starting to notice

Right now I feel
Trapped
They've enclosed me
In this desolate cage
I can't break free

Right now I feel
Broken
Crushed
Shattered
Into a thousand little pieces