Why Again?...

Once again im broken down
holding my face beneath the crown
lies is all i ever know
faking awile, put on a show
i wanna just dissapear
run away from what i frear
i wish i could understand why
but i seriously dont wanna try
is this what will always become
when my world runs out of sun
i cant do this anymore
not knowing who to trust, as i lie on the floor
not only scars, but pain as well
i know for a fact that this is my hell
so why not just leave for good
you've already done what i thought you would
now you know what its like to break a heart
planning it out carefully, since the start
well guess what im dead inside
you broke my heart, i think i just died
whats left but scars and fears
at least now i can dry away these tears
my last words no one will listen to
the cries they heard, but nobody knew who
cut to deep, its running fast
i know this kind of pain wont last
im not scared to leave this place
the last thing seen was tears on my face
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