I wish

I wish I knew what I had to say,
I wish I knew why I feel this way,
I wish I knew what I need to be,
I wish I could be the only one you see,
I wish You could just look at me,
but wishing never gets me far,
just leaves me down and feeling sad,
or all frustrated and getting mad,
cause I can wish all day long,
for you to be mine
and all would be fine
but wishing doesn't really do the trick,
it's like a disease and I am sick,