Zak

ashes of scatterd memories,
to hard to bare
but not enough to care,
i look through them and see a friend
whos smile was so dear
a smile never washed with fear
he would laugh and giggle.
and then the bad times flooded my mind
the fights and screams
our friendship,
tearing at the seams,
not wanting to see more
i shut them out
but thier traces still float about,
his eyes, his face, his heart and more,
i just wish theyd go away,
his voice, and all the things he use to say
please oh please
just go away.

dedicated to zak valesquez