The Deep Truth
so much pain
its all the same
so much hate
i think its to late
will i ever be satisfied
or will i think about all whose lied
what more can i say or do
all these thoughts i wish you knew
i wonder if i will ever get out
i still cant even scream and shout
i try to wish it all away
but even when im happy, the pain has to stay
i can never tell what feelist is stronger
i seriously cant take it any longer
im not who i want to be
i close my eyes cuz i dont wanna see
all these people tell me to stay
its going to be alright they say
i cant explain what i want
i feel like im just someone to taunt
fuck this life
i need a knife
i miss my blade
the kind of thing that never betrayed
the blood that i bleed
makes me feel relieved
like im that much closer to dead
have you listened to a word i've said
i wish i could just escape tonight
im seriously tired of this fight
just let me go im already gone inside
and deep down im trying to hide
its all the same
so much hate
i think its to late
will i ever be satisfied
or will i think about all whose lied
what more can i say or do
all these thoughts i wish you knew
i wonder if i will ever get out
i still cant even scream and shout
i try to wish it all away
but even when im happy, the pain has to stay
i can never tell what feelist is stronger
i seriously cant take it any longer
im not who i want to be
i close my eyes cuz i dont wanna see
all these people tell me to stay
its going to be alright they say
i cant explain what i want
i feel like im just someone to taunt
fuck this life
i need a knife
i miss my blade
the kind of thing that never betrayed
the blood that i bleed
makes me feel relieved
like im that much closer to dead
have you listened to a word i've said
i wish i could just escape tonight
im seriously tired of this fight
just let me go im already gone inside
and deep down im trying to hide