Cranial Arguments

Ah how wonderful it is
To be me
Such brilliance and wonder
How could a man fall from such heights
Nigh a year ago. I WAS KING
Women found me handsome
My abilities were desired
I WAS LOVED
Now I am a shithole
My love is gone
Who cares about my words?
My poems?
My phone only rings for work
I'm milked
Used
I AM NOT LOVED
I am a barbarian
A radical
A loser
I am worried
I FUCKED UP
I had her in my arms
I had her in my heart
I fucked up
I loved her
She loved me
SHE GAVE ME A SECOND CHANCE
I threw it away
I scared her away
I was too much
Too much
Too soon
I asked for the world
I got hell
Damn December
Damn holding her tight
Why can't I let go?
Maybe
Just maybe
FUCK YOU BRAIN
She hates us
She wont give us the time of day
We only deserve syllables
Don't you understand
WE ARE SHIT
Undeserving
Unlovable
Unmentionable
Unwanted
I WANT HER
Who doesn't?
I HAD HER
Lucky you
I NEED HER
She doesn't need you
Move on
SHE IS MORE THAN JUST PUSSY
SHE IS LOVE
SHE IS HATE
SHE IS ALL I WANT
She will never be yours
THIRD TIMES A CHARM
She doesn't love you!
She never has!
I thought you "understood"
HAVE YOU SEEN HER?
I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT HER
Thats the kinda thing that lost her
You need a break
Calm down
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
Dammit! Shut up!
Grow up
Be a man!
I AM NOT A MAN
I AM SOLELY A LOSER
I AM ME.
I WAS LOVED.