Depression

I feel caged, trapped, isolated.
I'm scared, Afraid, and I even cause the fear.
It's overruling and surpassing me, I don't know how much longer I can handle it.
It's out of control now, it's taking over,
but what am I to do?
What can I do?
The darkness is coiling around me, suffocating me,
Will this feeling leave?
How will it leave?
When will it leave?
Will I have to do something drastic for it to leave me alone?
Am I even worth the time and effort that others put into making me better?
No.
I'm not.
I am what this is making me, I am dead.