Darkness and Dying

My emotions
My fears
Just spilling over like a broken glass, filled to the top.
Spilling on a white piece of lined paper
From my hand to the pencil it is glued to the paper
Scribbling words
To make out the pain
To hide it all, in a desk.

My pain
My tears
Just waiting until the end of the day to let them spill into my pillow
To hide the screams
The hurt
The darkness
The death

I let it all out
Until…
It comes back
Again,
The next day

I’m in the corner
Crying
Bleeding
Hiding
Dying

My emotions
My fears
My pain
My teats
They hide
Until the night
Until their ready
To spill over
That broken glass filled o the top.

The broken glass can only hold
So much
It will brake soon
I will brake soon

I will
Spill it all
Tears, blood, emotions, pain, fears
They will come out.