This Is a Show.

This is a show for
My lovely best friends
For the girls who
Care for me.
For the ladies who notice and put up with my
Nonsense.

This is a show
To curse all the
Bitches
Who've stabbed me in the back
And didn't even care.

This is a show for
Those who read my poems
And those who pass them by because my title
Is lame.

Ha, and this is a show
To tell you that this poem
Is most certainly NOT for you.
It's for me.
It's. For. THEM.

And this is a poem
To put on a show
For those that still listen to me.
For those who still put up with me.
For those who acceptloveand
Don't try to CHANGE me.

Lovely,
This is a poem
To put on a show
To say that I know
That I love you all the same.

To put on a show to tell you that
I know
That i've been selfish and I haven't really helped.
'Cause i've been trying I've been
Trying
To be as good to you as you're good to me
But i've been tryingtryingtrying
For years to please EVERYBODY and they STILL
Do nothing but stab me in the back.

And this is a show
To thank
Makenna
Caitlyn
Kaitlyn
For not giving up and keeping you're knives
OUT OF MY BACK.

And this is a poem
To let
Megan and
Marissa know
that no matter what you do you do
I'll always forgive you forgive you forgive you
No matter how much i know it is WRONG.

So after i've forgiven you,
I will look at this poem
And, darlings, i'll remember what you
DID TO ME
And what THEY did to
HELP ME.