Make a change...

The mistakes you seem to make push me away
but looking in your eyes, i have to stay
im hidding my tears from you
i dont want your heart freezing to
im trying not to push and shove
because i know this is real love
i hope that you see
how much its killing me
im sorry if i make it hard
but you know my heart was scarred
visions dancing around in my head
still wishing i was just dead
and yet you keep me here
trying to hide away the fear
you took my lock, did you hide the key?
when you open your eyes what do you see?
so will yu carry me as i fall
will you forget if we loose it all
its like i keep falling for you all over again
everytime im with you i feel like i win
are you truly sorry for everything you did
but i still dont know why you hid
what made you run to her
and how do i kno for sure
that you really have let go
please tell me...I gotta know...