"Thinking of You"

Honestly, you never leave my mind.
Every second of every day,
I continually find myself
thinking of you and us.
How could I have let it end?

You were always there
even if I never knew at the time.
Seeing you makes me smile.
I wish I could do the same
but I realize that nothing will ever change.

I do not know if I love you,
but I know I yearn for you.
I wonder if you know that my
heart will always race for you,
and you will always forever take my breath away.

Ohh, I wish I was able to decide,
the way I should live my life
but both you and I realize.
That some things are just
never meant to be.

How happy I would be
if I could find a
soul that's just for me.
One that I can feel true love for
and can truly set me free.
♠ ♠ ♠
Well yea obviously its about me thinking bout
this one guy who is my best guy friend...&&i made
the mistake of dumping him freshmen year and i regret it now
but at the same time...i rather start with someone new
then to return to him or keep waitin for him quietly