Not knowing.

I sit here not knowing where I should be in life.

Should I be the make-up artist that my family wants me to be?
Should I be the same fuck up in life that I have been?
Should I still be working in shitty ass job where they want me gone but I havent left because I think this is a job thats fun and Not sitting in a cubicle typing away at boring report that doesnt make me happy?

I dont know what I want in life.

I sure as hell dont know if I can make it either.

Will I?

Maybe I should just get out of my shell and live a little.

I will never know 'till I try.