Indescribable

I don't want these tears anymore
They sting my cheeks
Full of a loneliness
I cannot describe
But if I do not cry
How do I call for help?

I don't want these questions anymore
They always go unanswered
Full of an uncertainty
I cannot describe
But if I do not question
How do I hope for an answer?

I don't want these visions anymore
They're simply all untrue
Full of a fear
I cannot describe
But if I do not see fantasy
How do I dream and wonder?

I don't want these cuts anymore
They're bleeding too much
Full of an agony
I cannot describe
But if I do not cut
How do I free the pain?

I don't want these stories anymore
They're whispered every second
Full of a horror
I cannot describe
But if I do not listen
How do I know what's real?