Indecisively Perfect

Indecisively, yes;
No, I'm not perfect;
Should I be?
Gosh, and God forbid I make one mistake;
And even so, Father doesn't know,
Haha I laugh in the face of pain;
For masochism is but a means to emotions;
If you don't hurt me physically, just hurt me emotionally;
Either way, you're still full of shit.