Stupid

I love him so much,
It makes my heart ache,
But he only dates girls,
Who are plastic and fake.

How could he love,
Someone like me?
Stupid and ugly,
As fat as a tree.

Why did I have to,
Fall in love with my best friend?
He doesn't feel the same,
Our friendship will end.

Hes so fucking perfect,
In every single way,
Why did I introduce myself?
Why did I say 'hey'?

They way he always kisses me,
On my imperfect cheek,
Made me fall in love,
In less than a week.

I'll save myself from all this pain,
Tell him goodbye with a kiss,
Put a shotgun to my head,
And pray that I don't miss.