This Medicine Is So Wrong

I'm too far into this long ride
I knew it all along
I'd just be bad news for me

You're a lover
You're a lover
But you're not mine

My heart flipped upside down
When you picked me up
I could have stayed in that moment
Forever

Then I left
And you both kissed
My body tore
Ripped in half

This chemistry is false
It's just a hope in my head
Sanity saver
Daily pill
My daily dose of wishing