Trust

The biggest lie I ever heard,
Was "baby, I love you,"
Then I was stupid enough to say,
"You know what? I love you too,"
It didn't last long,
I got it thrown back in my face,
I got hurt so bad,
I was all over the place.

So forgive me for being a little cynical,
Excuse me for being paranoid,
But last time those words left my mouth,
My world got destroyed.
So sorry for being such a screw up,
So sorry I can't be what you think,
The perfect girl ought to be,
Sorry to make that illusion sink.

I just can't trust anyone,
With my feelings anymore,
So if you say you love me,
See my looking for the door.
By never trusting anyone,
I know I'm doing myself wrong.
Not letting in anything,
Or anyone.

But I'm just too scared,
Of getting hurt again,
To get close to anyone,
I just can't take the pain.
I want to move on,
But that's just too hard to do,
I won't be able to handle,
Getting over you.

So I guess you're gonna go,
You're not gonna stay,
I'm too much of a wreck,
You're gonna run away.
Because I've gone beyond repair,
So I know you're gonna turn your back,
Because trust,
Trust's something I lack.