I Look Up To The White Feathers Fall From The Sky. What A Cold Day In December.

LAST OF A DYING BREED.

How Do You Kill A Women Without Leaving No Evidence? It's Not Easy Nor Is It Short; It Takes Time. Months Maybe Years If You Are A Pro. But If You Want Her To Suffer Like Others Or Most People, Take As Long As You Want, Don't Slip Up And Don't Be Sloppy. You Must Get Into Her Mind, Find All Of Her Weakness And Push Them. Push Them As Hard As You Can For A Moment And Pretend To Let It Go; Pretend As If It Never Happend. Fell What She Feels, Think, And Act Like Her When No One You Know Isn't Around. It Makes It Much Better In The End, Watching Her Life Slip Away Through Your Hands So Slow Like Trying To Catch Each and Every Ounce Of Water Out Of A Pitcher. After A While She Begins To Get Down And Out, Much Doubtful About Everything In Her Life, Her Soul, Her Past. You Are Ready To Strike. Find Your Moment, And Strike Hard, Fast And Clean. But To Make It Too Much For Her, Do It In Public, Around Her Friends, Family And Loved Ones. She Can't Run Nor Hide From It Anymore. People Will Look, Laugh And Maybe Poke And Point. She Has Officially Became Defenseless For Everything Else That Will Or Can Happen In The Future. She Now Avoid Things Of Great Meaning: Happiness, You, I, And Mostly Life. She Becomes Cold And Dark With Fear And Anger. But Where Do She Release It On? How Does She Release It? On Everyone And Everyone. And She Does It Violently. She Trust No One But Herself And Now You Haft To Win Her Heart All Over Again And That's The Hard Part. Open Her Up Without Opening Yourself Up. Lie, Bend The Truth, Do Whatever You Can To Get Back At Her Without Her Knowing You. If She Does Know You She Can Throw It Back In Your Face And All Of Your Plans Of Total Devastation Is Ruined. But When You Do You Can Begin To Twist All Her Thoughts, All Her Memories, All Her Everything Into A Unimaginable Mayhem. You And The Women Has Finally Reached The Point Of No Return. She Will Slowly Become Mad, Sick, Insane. Insane From Energy You Put In Her Head. She Trust No One, Loves No One But You. Finish Her. Cut The Last String Of Insanity She Has Left, You. But How Do You Kill Her? A Knife To The Throat? It's Too Messy. Pills Or Poison? Evidence. Then How Do You Do It? You Already Did; With Your Words. And Now She Will Finish Off Herself. But Here's The Best Part: Do You Tell Her Why You Did It During Her Last Moments Of Life? Do You Want To Be The Last Thing She Sees Before She Ends It All? The Last Thing She Hears Or Feels? So Many Decisions. But That Is Up To You My Madly, Insane, Thirsty For Revenge People. There Are Many Types Of Murder In The World; Have You Ever Thought Of Suicide?

I Look Up To The White Feathers Fall From The Sky. What A Cold Day In December.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010, 7:35:33 AM | Alexander Wallace
I See Her And I Slowly Walk Up To Her, I Come In Close Enough Where She Can Feel My Breath On Her Neck. I Whisper Softly Delicate Things To Her In Her Ear. And Then I Say I Love You While Gazing Into Her Innocent Hazel Eyes. I Kiss Her Softly Yet Meaningful As If She The Only One In The World That I Love The Dearest. I Stop Kissing Her And I Look Her In The Eyes And I Say Softly As I Possibly Can, Forever Right? She Smiles. Her Smile Is Soo Bright White, And Beautiful. She Looks Back At Me And Says, Forever. Her Voice Sounds Like An Angel As If She Was Sent Down From Heaven Just For Me. She Sounds Soo Innocent, Sweet, And Pure. And She Smells Like What Heaven Must Smell Like. I Hug Her So Firmly, Tight Enough Where She Is Comfortable And She Feels Safe Around Me. She Looks At Me And Tells Me To Sit Down And Close Me Eyes, I Do So And I Promise Not To Look. Everything Goes Black; I Hear Pitter-Patter Of Her Moving In Front Of Me. Silence. She Tells Me To Open My Eyes, I Open Them Slowly To See Her, All Of Her And Nothing Else. She Says Soo Softly Im Ready. I Sit Stunned; Speechless. She Says What's Wrong? I Say Nothing, You Just. . . I What? She Says. You Just Look So Beautiful. She Blushes, Thank You She Says. Are you Sure Your Ready? She Looks Into My Soul; Deeply And Compassionately And Says Yes. I Get Up Slowly And I Kiss Her Softly On The Lips, Pick Her Up And Hold Her Body Close To Mine, Walk Her Upstairs.

I Lay Her Down Gently On Her Bed And Gaze Into Her Eyes And Say Are You Sure You Want To Do This? She Says In A Sexy Voice, Ye ; I Want To Go Through With This. She Rolls Over Her Bed And Turn On Her Music To A Soft Melony Jazz, And Rolls Back In The Position I Laid Her Down In The Beginning, Sits Up And Pulls Me Down Slowly Upon Her And Whispers Into My Ear, Kiss Me Everywhere. I Gaze At All Her Beauty For A Moment And I Begin Kiss Her On The Neck And Slowly Make My Way Down Her Body Until She Clinches The Sheets. For A Moment She Stops Me, I Look Concerned And Worried. Did I Do Something Wrong? She Says No, Im Ready. I Want It. She Tries To Stand Up But Her Legs Are Quivering So Much, I Help Her To Her Feet Until She Stops Shaking. She Slowly Sits Me Onto The Bed And Sits On My Lap, Slowly Undressing My Upper Body. She Rubs Her Hands On My Chest. I Begin To Slowly And Lightly Rub My Hands Down The Middle Of Her Back Until I Get To The Arch In Her Back, Placing My Hands On Her Waist. Holding Her As If She Was As Fragile As Glass. Her Hands And Skin Are So Soft, And Smooth To The Slightest Touch. She Says Your Heart Is Beating Fast; Is Everything Okay? Yes, Everything Is Fine. My Heart; It Only Beats For You, And You.

She Blushes, And Lies Me Down And Kiss Me On My Neck And Upper Body. I Pick Her Up And Put Her On The Bed. She Gets Into The Sheets, Telling Me To Come Here. I Begin To Take Off The Rest Of My Clothes And Join Her. I Slowly Get Into Bed With Her, And Look At Her And Ask If She Is Ready? She Nods Slowly. I Begin To Kiss Her Passionately And She Kisses Harder. I Can Taste Her Tongue. It's Soo Sweet. Like Freshly Chilled Strawberries. She Gives Me This Object And Tells Me To Open It And Put It On. And I Do So Because I Respect Her Soo. I Get On Top Of Her And I Spread Her Legs So I Can Get Closer To Her Warmth. Ready? Yes She Says. Her Face Shows Expression Of Pain And She Hugs My Body Close To Hers; Shoving Her Nails Into My Upper Back, I Stop. I Ask Her If She Wants Me To Stop. She Says No Keep Going. I Begin To Move With The Rhythm Of The Slow Melony She Played Earlier. She Seems More Relaxed And To Be Enjoying Herself; I Begin To Move A Little Faster And Harder. She Screams More And More, She Yells And Clinches The Sheets; Gasping For Air, Her Moans Begin To Sound Like Melodies Through My Ears. More, More She Screams And Then She Clinches Her Hands Into The Sheets Until Her Hands Goes Red And Numb; She Arches Her Back And Gives Out One Last Yelp As Her Legs Begin To Quiver Strongly And Her Eyes Roll In The Back Of Her Head. She Looks Up And Looks At Me, and Softly And Slowly Says I Love You. She Kisses Me Deeply And Hugs Me.

Everything Goes Black. I Look Up And I See Bright Lights Everywhere. I Look Around And I Realize
That I Am Sitting In Front Of My Computer I Look Over To The Bed To See My Beautiful Wife Asleep; Cuddled Up To My Favorite Shirt. I Giggle To Myself Silently So I Don't Wake Her. I Say To Myself Under My Breath It Was Only A Dream. I Get Up Slowly And Silently And Walk To The Kitchen And Find My House Shoes And Jacket And Go Outside. I Pause At The Door. That Melony, Same As My Dream. I Smile And Laugh. I Walk On To The Porch And Sit In A Chair,
Pulling Out A Pack Of Cigarettes, Lighting One And Inhales. As Exhaling I Say To Myself Aloud A Past Life, Only A Past Life. Snow Begins To Fall, I Get Up To Look Around For This Strange Sound Of Large Flapping Wings. Could It Be? Her Scent Fills The Air.

I Look Up To See White Feathers Fall From The Sky. It's Cold Day In December.