I'm Sorry

I’m sorry I’m not super thin.
I’m sorry I’m not a size C.
I’m sorry that I’m loud and annoyin’.
I’m sorry that I’m mean.

I’m sorry my mood changes,
All the goddamn time.
I’m sorry my clothes
Are never top of the line.

I’m sorry I’m not perfect.
I’m sorry I’m not blonde.
I’m sorry that I’m indirect.
I’m sorry that I’m wrong.

I’m sorry for the things I’ve done,
And the things I’ll never do.
I’m sorry for wanting to run.
When you said “I love you”.

I’m sorry you don’t like my friends.
I’m sorry they completely hate you.
I’m sorry that they don’t wanna make amends
I’m sorry that they don’t approve.

I’m sorry I get weird,
When you come around.
I’m sorry that when you neared,
I turned my face to the ground.

I’m sorry I’m not preppy.
I’m sorry I hate pink.
I’m sorry that I’m not happy.
I’m sorry that I think.

I’m sorry I change my mind,
On every little thing.
I’m sorry I couldn’t find,
That special little zing.

I’m sorry I’m not smart.
I’m sorry I’m not fast.
I’m not sorry that we grew apart.
I’m not sorry that we couldn’t last.

I’m sorry I trusted you.
And that I fell in love.
I’m sorry that it was me
Who you quickly got bored of.

I’m sorry you said you loved me.
I’m sorry that you lied.
I’m sorry that it broke my heart.
I’m sorry that I cried.

I wish I’d never trusted-
Your stupid little smirk.
I wish I’d never loved you,
You stupid little jerk.