Because

because im emo.
because i love her more than i love you.
because i am lonely.
because im sad.
because im upset and i miss you bad.

because she said no
because i was here
because you ignored me
because you made me feel like a stupid piece of nothing
because you have never cared

because i was so stupid
because i fell in love
because you lied to my face
because you lied to everyone else
because i regret everything

because i'm afraid to fall
because i'm afraid to move on
because i'm afraid to see the real me in the mirror
because you told me lies
because life sometimes sucks

because it seems like since forever
because i've never seen someone like you
because he's basically scarred me
because he's nothing like me
because he makes me feel special like you failed to do

because i'm not afraid to die
because i write all the time
because i've never deeply cared
because i've always been too scared
because i've taught myself everything else

because i don't like change
because she's the only one
because you never cared
because i'm afraid to choose
because i vow to never make the same mistakes again

because im obviously stupid
because i was too silly to realize
because you know im not over you
because you know im still broken
because he knows im off limits
because im heartbroken inside

because he said he loved me
because i said you werent ugly
because im falling for you
because im scared for my life
because because because

all because of him