Do You Know?

Do you know how i feel around you?
I'm afraid and awkward and want to leave as soon as i can
If i stay to long i'll be infected again
you'll do things i'm not ready for, but i'll play it cool and feel hurt in the end.
Do you know how i feel around you?

What about you, do you know?
You make feel like i need to be good enough.
You make me want to know your secrets.
What have you done that made you what you are today?
So calm and collected but so dangerously close to the edge.
Do you know how you make me feel?

Do you know how you make me feel?
You make me feel fake.
Like a plastic doll, twist me around to be what you want me to be with your mind and your words.
You think i can't hear you.
How wrong you are.
Do you even want to know?

Do you know how you make me feel?
I feel horrible when with you
I'm a horrible sinner and i guilty one
i can't stop the things i do,b ut i could if i wanted to
because i don't wnt to, i feel terrible around you.

How about you, Mind?
Criticizing my every move, telling me what a fake i am.
Telling me these things that shouldn't be acceptable, but you make me see the reason in everything
You make me hide and taunt me for it.
You make me do the things i do, good and bad.
Do you think about me? or just for me?
Do you know how you make me feel?