Death Hurts

Letters crinkled by wetness of tears
Death piercing my heart
Fear overwhelming
Pulling me
Into a pit of a darkling hurt
A terrorizing dream
Before my eyes
The not knowing what to do
And how to swallow the pain
I drug it away in a hollow place
Where it cannot escape
I still see his breathless pale body
In the back of my mind
His soul in a foreign land
I tell myself to breathe
But my body won’t let me
I can’t live anymore
I can’t be here
It hurts so much
Death hurts