Damage

It's a calming evening in my memories tonight
Everyone's in motion, but can they really breathe?
And while I wait here in silence, the watercolor washes away
The fog in the window, the ripples, the cold, silent rain

I can't wait any longer
Hold me in your arms
You think I'm okay, but it's only a phase
I'll cry again tomorrow

I walk through the snow in bare feet, my thoughts connect
The numbness will paralyze me, but I don't feel fear
The warmness lies beneath my sheets, but I can resist
I long for your arms that I reach, I will find you

And dreamers keep dreaming away
And lovers keep making love's way
Attatchments can never stray
But my heart has a way of its own

I can't wait any longer
Hold me in your arms
You think I'm okay, but it's only a phase
I'll cry again tomorrow

Dream about me, I can't sleep
I want you to know, you're caught deep inside me
And I wish you would see, the worry that's in my eyes
Your beautiful face, your words will mesmerize me

And the damage is too hard to contradict
You left me with heartache, it makes me sick
For your kiss, I'm only an addict
I know it can't last forever

I see the way you try to avoid me
You constantly lead me on
You constantly lead me away
Abandoning these worthless memories
I can't keep you off my mind
It's not love, but it's hard to find

Fading away
My lips slowly make their way to yours
I will slowly replay
People are walking around me
I lay in my bed
This never existed
Am I going insane?
What's wrong with me?

I can't wait any longer
Hold me in your arms
You think I'm okay, but it's only a phase
I'll cry again tomorrow

Dream about me, I can't sleep
I want you to know, you're caught deep inside me
And I wish you would see, the worry that's in my eyes
Your beautiful face, your words will mesmerize me

And the damage is too hard to contradict...
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This is for a story album I'm writing. It's about a girl who finds someone who she trusts deeply and falls for, but ends up losing him somehow, and she can't remember why. Searching for him, she starts visioning these people around her, but she questions her sanity, and if this lover ever existed in the first place.