Wishful Thinking

I wish for a way out
A way out of this trap
Hoping for a peace of mind from this hell hole
But only some peace
If it was complete peace then it would be boring

I wish for freedom
Freedom from this place
Where I can say no
When I can only say yes
Freedom to think freely
Where I have my own creativity to rule my world

I wish for choice
Choice to say no or yes
Even a choice to say maybe
A choice to smile when I want to
A choice to do anything I want

I wish for love
Someone to love and someone to love me equaly
Not one sided
If it is, I would break
But I have already broke too much to count

I wish for anything but this
Where I have no way out
Where I have no freedom
Where I have no choice
Where I have no love

The only thing I have is...

Wishful Thinking <3