Gone forever?

Forgotten messages locked away,
silence bleeding with a need for conversation,
I remember the things you and I forgot to say,
what's left but the constant feeling of devastation,

I am a long forsaken memory,
your sincere promises have now been broken,
Leaving me behind seems rather easy,
the tears of devotion have now spoken,

We used to share dreams and thoughts,
now its just a severed string of regrets,
We used to dream about getting lost,
now its just a neverending debt,

"Good-bye" is written all over your face,
I refuse to face the cards you laid out for me to see,
What if tomorrow is just another endless race,
would it be irrational to ask of you to run with me?

Am I wrong to miss those times we spent in laughter?
Am I wrong to believe that one day those days will return?
How long before I can bear to see you face another?
How long before this flicker of hope refuses to burn?