My Side Of The Story

It hurt that you didn't tell me
it makes me want to cry
to know that you live a happy covered lie
you don't know how bad i wish i could hurry up north
if only to talk
if only to cry
if only i got a single hug
anything would be better than having my ass down south while your up north

you told the world
before you told me
do you know how much i wish i could come and kick your ass
i worry way too much
i can't say that its okay
theres too much of a chance it won't be

i know that i'm a pessimist
i really wish i wasn't
my heart is scattered 'round the room
shattered into pieces

please stop
please accept our help
a little guidance
a helping hand
for when your lying on the floor
without a friend in sight

please don't end like others
please just quit it now
guilt is building up
and pain is pouring out

That's my side of the story