Smothered

If I were to smother myself
With my pillow tonight,
Would any of you really care?
Or would I be a faint memory,
Never really there.
Like "Who was she?"
Or "Doesn't ring a bell."
Would I, could I
Really ever be
The kind of person you'd think of
After my death.
So if I smother myself tonight,
Will you shed a single tear?
Will you feel bad?
Or will your memory be sheer?