Unforgettable.
The alcohol spread
To every ounce of her being
Controlling her actions
And what she was seeing
This time was now
Not worth believing
Smiles fake
But oh so revealing
It seemed to be
The only answer
Maybe burning
But a calming gesture
No limit too high
Nothing to measure
It would rid
All means of pressure
The unbearable pain
Begins to fade away
Drowning her sorrows
In great disdain
Another swallow
Is to betray
From her path
It causes to stray
It is a form
Of sweet revenge
No longer will her soul
Be avenged
For a moment
They can all pretend
With mouths shut
To avoid bitter end
A lost face
in a crowd of pricks
Is a heart
Yearning for fix
Standing with
Their particular cliques
But one stands
Out of the mix
The long night
Just drags on by
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing, I’m fine.”
No matter what
There will come a deny
She holds her composure
On the outside
A bottle gone
Maybe two
A fresh one in hand
As in on cue
“Fuck, wait,
who the hell are you?”
It appeared
Almost as déjà vu.
No one could remember
This lonely girl
She was stuck
In her own doomed world
The room began
To spin and twirl
Collapsing to her knees
She began to hurl
Time sped up
It went out the door
She didn’t move
From her spot on the floor
No one looked
They chose to ignore
She let them fall
The tears would pour
The night was gone
The morning here
She desperately wanted
To disappear
It sure wasn’t
A term to endear
But rather a life
She lived in fear
It didn’t matter
Nothing would change
She’d still be out
It’d still be the same
It hurt her though,
Nobody knew her name
They all thought
She was a little strange
It was all because
She kept to herself
She left her heart
High on the shelf
She didn’t need
Anyone else
She was content
With no one’s help
She fell asleep
With tears in her eyes
She didn’t bother
With any goodbyes
She highly debated
Getting a new disguise
But that would add
A new life of lies
Instead
She went on her way
It was much
To her dismay
She liked it here
Liked this place
The people though
Are too cliché
With no final word
She left it all
It finally came
To the final drawl
Many memories
They lined her wall
She was gone
Without a call
When she left
The town went silent
Newfound love
Left the old tyrant
Their caring words
Changed their strident
They went from boring
To something vibrant
Some wish
They had given her a chance
Some still wouldn’t
Give her a second glance
She would be happy
At any expense
It was her time
To find her romance
To every ounce of her being
Controlling her actions
And what she was seeing
This time was now
Not worth believing
Smiles fake
But oh so revealing
It seemed to be
The only answer
Maybe burning
But a calming gesture
No limit too high
Nothing to measure
It would rid
All means of pressure
The unbearable pain
Begins to fade away
Drowning her sorrows
In great disdain
Another swallow
Is to betray
From her path
It causes to stray
It is a form
Of sweet revenge
No longer will her soul
Be avenged
For a moment
They can all pretend
With mouths shut
To avoid bitter end
A lost face
in a crowd of pricks
Is a heart
Yearning for fix
Standing with
Their particular cliques
But one stands
Out of the mix
The long night
Just drags on by
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing, I’m fine.”
No matter what
There will come a deny
She holds her composure
On the outside
A bottle gone
Maybe two
A fresh one in hand
As in on cue
“Fuck, wait,
who the hell are you?”
It appeared
Almost as déjà vu.
No one could remember
This lonely girl
She was stuck
In her own doomed world
The room began
To spin and twirl
Collapsing to her knees
She began to hurl
Time sped up
It went out the door
She didn’t move
From her spot on the floor
No one looked
They chose to ignore
She let them fall
The tears would pour
The night was gone
The morning here
She desperately wanted
To disappear
It sure wasn’t
A term to endear
But rather a life
She lived in fear
It didn’t matter
Nothing would change
She’d still be out
It’d still be the same
It hurt her though,
Nobody knew her name
They all thought
She was a little strange
It was all because
She kept to herself
She left her heart
High on the shelf
She didn’t need
Anyone else
She was content
With no one’s help
She fell asleep
With tears in her eyes
She didn’t bother
With any goodbyes
She highly debated
Getting a new disguise
But that would add
A new life of lies
Instead
She went on her way
It was much
To her dismay
She liked it here
Liked this place
The people though
Are too cliché
With no final word
She left it all
It finally came
To the final drawl
Many memories
They lined her wall
She was gone
Without a call
When she left
The town went silent
Newfound love
Left the old tyrant
Their caring words
Changed their strident
They went from boring
To something vibrant
Some wish
They had given her a chance
Some still wouldn’t
Give her a second glance
She would be happy
At any expense
It was her time
To find her romance