Bitch

You never made me feel loved
Or wanted
You made me feel worthless
I was a mistake,I'm sure
You hated me
You left me alone
I was neglected
I was shut out,ignored
I was dead
You never cared what I thought
You never asked if I was okay
You didn't care
You still don't
You let me live in fear of him
He was dangerous
You loved him
I still don't understand how..or why
Masochistic Bitch
I was once part of you
Don't you realize I stayed in Hell with you?
..FOR YOU!
I guess it didn't matter
Nothing ever did
I wanted things to be normal
..as normal as they could possibly be
I was raised like this
To feel this
To see this
My past is filled with nothing
Sad, heartwrenching memories
Did you do your best, at least?
Then give up?
Never again
I don't love you
I won't love you
I don't care
I won't care
It's your fault
Please understand it has to be this way
For me to be able to live
Forever