Anguish

I scream
I tear at my own heart
what you have done
what you are doing
I stab
stab
again
I wish to live
only to feel the pain
that keeps me alive
I slash
at anything
anybody
I can leave
no memories are tying me down
I will not be missed
I won't miss it

I need the pain
I live with
I can't thrive
in pieces
why
I live to destroy
not my life
yours
what happened
to me
will
happen
to
you
not for pleasure
for keeps.