Lost Love

Beautiful love, taken
soft lips, gentle hands
two perfectly entwined
makes me sick
forced words
words not my own
when did I become so helpless?
silent screams
seen and ignored

Spiraling love, never forgotten
prenatally written in my blood
two mismatched haters
makes me sick
let all fall away
what's left after the lies?
deadly caresses
felt and craved

Lost love, deadly beauty
mental chaos left behind
one soul left dead
makes me sick
it always ends like this
is this all I know?
prenatally insane
dead and living
now and forever.