Does Anyone Care or Am I Just Screaming To In Empty Universe

What’s going on here?
My mind isn’t clear
I’m falling from the rocks
I’m trembling in fear
I’m floating on the waves
In the context of my mind
Trying to stop the rain
Trying to find a sign
To show that I’m not alone
To say that I can love
To finally be reborn
Under my new skin
But the skin doesn’t come
As you just stand and go
I can’t find the sun
So I just run
Run far away
As fast as I can
To find a new home
To find a new land
But I'm running from nothing
And running to nowhere
Carrying your ring
And praying you care
♠ ♠ ♠
This is just something.... randoom scribbles... there is no order to the words... there is no sense nor meaning inside anything that happens... it is everything my mind has been... and it is everything my life will become... thank you for your time mibba... I think I'm going to go hurt myself with no one caring yet again... goodbye.