i remember ever thing about him

i remember everything about him
my first love
my first heartbreak
my first everything
how he cryed when i was crying
how he laughed to cheer me up
how he looked into my eyes and saw my soul
how he sayed i cant lose my world into my ear
and id ask him why
he'd say cuz you are my world
how he used to hold me in his lap when i was hurt or depressed
how he was there for me through everything
now he's not
he's gone
almost like
he never existed
but i know in my heart
he did cuz
now i have a gap there from him leaving
my heart will always belong to him
cuz
i remember everything bout him
his radiant golden brown hair
how it curled at the very ends
his ocean blue eyes
that sprakled everytime he looked at me
his lips
soft and how they just formed a perfect smile
his voice
innocent carefree when he giggled
sweet and pure when he said
i love you baby girl and i always will
into my ear
i remember everything bout him
and i will
never forget
any of it
♠ ♠ ♠
i wrote this bout my first love and my first heartbreak they were the same person