Regrets

I'm not gonna say
I only need one day
Because that wouldn't be enough for me
To tell you how sorry I am
I need a lifetime of apologies
For a lifetime of regrets
A lifetime of mistakes
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If I can't live without you
The why am I still here?
I wish I could take it back
All the cries, the stupid fight
If you were only here now I'd never let go of you
I just want you to know
I miss you with a pain that leaves me numb
And when I think about you I can't help but hate myself
If there was one word I could choose
One word that would make it back to you
I'd say “Goodbye”
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Please, if you're listening
Give me some sort of sign
I need to know if you're there
Or even if you still care
I know you're happy wherever you are
Anything's better than dealing with me
But I would like you to know
I didn't mean a word I said that night
I miss you calling me “Li-Li”
I miss you when I wanna share secrets
I miss you when I wanna be happy
I miss you
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If I can't live without you
The why am I still here?
I wish I could take it back
All the cries, the stupid fight
If you were only here now I'd never let go of you
I just want you to know
I miss you with a pain that leaves me numb
And when I think about you I can't help but hate myself
If there was one thing I could choose
One thing that could be with you
I'd send...
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If you were only here now I'd never let go of you
I just want you to know
I miss you with a pain that leaves me numb
And when I think about you I can't help but hate myself
If there was one thing I could choose
One thing that could be with you
I'd send... me and all my stupid regrets