how does it feel to die?

Is it painful? Does it hurt? Is it the end or is there another place like earth? Some questions i would ask you, if you were still alive. But my biggest one is, how does it feel to die?
I was ther holding your hand, when everything did not go accourding to plan. One minute your here, the next your not. But you'll always have a place in my heart/ SOmetimes i see you standing my our tree. The one with all the beautiful leafs. where we used to go and just daydream. I miss you alot but ill see you sometime soon. just want you to know, I love you.