Time

If time had been on my side maybe once
I could've avoided all the pain I suffer
The days that went by turned to months
If that time wouldn't been on my side, I would've been tougher

I turned away from all I believed in
Reeled closer to the darkness beneath me
If only I would've opened my eyes to see
Not all bad things begin with a sin

Maybe God choose me to feel this way
To understand the worlds deceiving ways
Perhaps he wanted to show me what it's like
To be ungrateful to the life everyone forgot

If I would've had that one spark of happiness
I could've shown the world my greatness
Took the world by storm, just being me
Well I guess life's that not easy
If the sorrow hadn't overtaken my life
I don't think I'd of turned out this way
But I guess, for now,
I'll have to show the world that fake smile

Conceit and betrayal play big roles in my life
No matter how I try to avoid them, they come back to bite me
If I would've shut my mouth and been concise
I couldn't avoided the hatred that seeks me

But I guess, I shouldn't be surprised
It was sure to happen, some time or another
My unfortunate, bounded in me to rise
I would never wish this on any other

Maybe God choose this path for me
To show me that life's worth living
To after to able to unleash that power within thee
I wish I could be that forgiving

If I would've had that one spark of happiness
I could've shown the world my greatness
Took the world by storm, just being me
Well I guess life's that not easy
If the sorrow hadn't overtaken my life
I don't think I'd of turned out this way
But I guess, for now,
I'll have to show the world that fake smile

I think I ought to light a fire
It'll burn deep with unfathomable desire
I'll watch it burn, powerful and strong
Unable to understand how I could be so wrong
Towards all that I know, all that I love
But every sometime I suppose, we've got to spill blood

If I would've had that one spark of happiness
I could've shown the world my greatness
Took the world by storm, just being me
Well I guess life's that not easy
If the sorrow hadn't overtaken my life
I don't think I'd of turned out this way
But I guess, for now,
I'll have to show the world that fake smile

If only time had been on my side
Time.
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Just wrote this, hope you enjoy it. I really like this and it beats true to my feelings sometimes, like now. Please don't steal this, it's my work and I will find you if you do(;