You think you can be me?

You think you can be me?
The stares, the glares, the hurtful words.
People laugh everyday. I hate what they say.
I can't change it, I don't have the strength.
Why don't they just shut their mouths?

You think you can be me?
The lying, backstabbing, and the deceit.
All of the expectations I just can't meet.
People expecting the impossible from me.
Why do they expect so much?

You think you can be me?
A teenage girl living a lonely life, typical.
Living in a town where all the other girls are bitches.
Living a life she can't seem to handle anymore.
Why don't people see how hard it is?

You think you can be me?
Thoughts of death and a better life all the time.
Feelings of regret and hurt with every glance in the mirror.
Feelings of sorrow with just the memory of the past.
What have I done?