Just an Object to Them

i never meant anything to them,
but i always wanted to,
although my world crumbles now,
i now know it's all true.

i was just an object,
something to use and toss around,
i never really cared till' now,
so i never made a sound.

now i realize how much it really hurt,
so i fell empty inside,
everything shatters into depression,
so that's everything i have to hide.

bottled up for so long,
i was cold to the core,
after that i just felt
no point living anymore...