So Sick

I feel sick
And angry
And confused
Lonely as hell

Why am I the one
That's always alone?
Why can't I just be
Like everyone else?

I accept what I'm turning into
But will everyone else?
I see how the world
Hates people like me

Even though I'm okay
Everything else won't be
Especially because
She won't talk to me

I need to know
That she's here for me
But she instead ditched me
In this cold, hating world

Why can't I get her
Out of my head?
I'm so sick of getting
Upset over something that doesn't care about me