Trapped

My life shatered my heart stolen
falling in love with you because
i was chosen.
my destiny my life was all a lie
i am not god's creation
instead i am a weapon
I feel like a puppet
everyone is controlling me
and i can't grasp on reality
everything i once thought i knew
was really everything but what i expected.
then theres you the one i was made for
you hold me down
im not in love with you like i am with
the other
they say your my soulmate
the reason i was born.
but it's not right i am
atracted to you like a moth to light
but im in love with the other
and between them i am torn
so smothered.
so you see i do not love
you im just a toy
another puppet
another boy.