Questioning

What do I want?
I’m not sure anymore...
This life has become confusing.
There’s too much shit going on at once.
Do I want you?
I know I used to-
But do I still?
Even this is unknown in the world of mystery.
Do I want edible substances?
I don’t think so-
But who can be sure anymore?
Do I want to continue writing?
I think so-
But it doesn’t seem to be doing much anymore...
Do I want to make a difference,
In at least one life?
Yes.
That is the only certain thing in life;
But I will never accomplish that.
As simple as it is,
It is unachievable for me.
So what am I to do?
I will forever remain confused,
Even at the simplest tasks...