An Everyday Cycle

Broken thoughts,
Fragments of darkness,
I wish for something more,
Expecting everything less.
Just what I get.
I hate this.
I fucking hate this.

Bloodstained eyes,
Silently shaking
With tears of my secrets,
Waiting for the night to pass.
Just what I'll do.
I hate this.
I fucking hate this.

Smile sweetly,
Chattering away,
Try to think of nothing
Except what we're exchanging,
Just what I'll say,
I hate this.
I fucking hate this.